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riotheclownI have learned that I am very lucky. A friend's husband had NHL and was free of symptom's for many years, just starting chemo for a recurrence.
So, I should not complain so much. Right?
I went out and bought myself some NEW clothes, not from Sally Ann's but from a real clothing store. Hey, my birthday is coming and I've got my annual cancer check, how many excuses do I need to buy clothes probably made by human slaves in an impoverished country?
Gawd I am a kill joy.
I look good. Not because I have to, to justify my space as a "woman".
Really?
I mean I made my own deodorant. I am righteous. I am green. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh.
So, I should not complain so much. Right?
I went out and bought myself some NEW clothes, not from Sally Ann's but from a real clothing store. Hey, my birthday is coming and I've got my annual cancer check, how many excuses do I need to buy clothes probably made by human slaves in an impoverished country?
Gawd I am a kill joy.
I look good. Not because I have to, to justify my space as a "woman".
Really?
I mean I made my own deodorant. I am righteous. I am green. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh.
