riotheclown

I am very nervous about wasting time. Being busy is a way of disappearing. It was a way as a child to avoid too much scrutiny or being given something to do that I didn't want to do. I think that is why I sit zazen. For a half hour or so every day I don't have to question what I am doing. Sometimes I feel as if I will explode, right there on the zafu. It is an amusing thought. It never happens. So I have to just continue to sit.

I don't know what to do.

I suppose I am busy not knowing.

Okay then. Well I guess that's that.

Okay, so last post I put in a link to Carl Sagan's video where he sings Stephen Hawkings lyrics and nobody commented.

I really want people to enjoy this, this is better than the rare parrot humping the guys head!

Sheesh I hate being so limited!  If I had a bigger volcabulary of knowledge and stuff I would really make people laugh.

I would.

I joined aardvark a place where you post your area of knowledge and answer questions about it.  I put "stuff" as my area and I got my first inquiry.  It was:

"what do you think are the best things about guys who are about liking girls and the worst things? What do you think are the best things about girls who are about liking boys and the worst things?"

I actually had answers.